I may have said countless times. This has to stop.

This time, I know it is for real.

You have said many times, I mean nothing to you.

All your actions are congruent.

It is time I see it.

This is the time.

I woke up this morning, feeling as unwanted as every morning since that Sunday.

But today, it did not hurt as much as it did.

Maybe I’m afraid of the way I love you.

I know you will always be there for me as a friend. That is more then I could say for those around me. Even the closest to me.

That’s why your actions never made me leave you.

Like I said before, no matter how ugly it gets between the both of us. You will always be that friend. The one I count on. The one who would be there for u.

I enjoyed all the fine times we had. I regret all the things I did to you. The only regrets in my life.

I wish you happiness. Every night before I tuck in. You would be the one I pray for.

For happiness, for peace and for strength.

When it gets hard to bear, remember you are not alone.

I cannot help you fight your personal demons but I can fight for you, make sure no demons get your back.

I love you very much. As a friend. As a lover. But nonetheless, very much.

I am ready now. Finally ready, to fall.

I need time now. To be alone, to fight this demon myself.

But I know you are there and that is enough.

Goodbye for now my sweetheart.

We would soon be together. Friends.

To all my pals facing emotional turmoil. I will be here for you guys.

I am not stronger than any of you. But I am not weak because I have all of you.

Let me be here for you.

FYP is coming and know the jitters we all face.

But we are better than this.

Lets just clench our teeth and show the world what we are.

Because we are great.

All of us.

Anyone can be great as long as pushed ourselves to the max. And we all have.

So just take a breather.

It will soon be over and it would not be bad.