Wednesday, November 17, 2004
I am so lost. Do we always need someone to help us focus.
I am having so much fun with all my friends but when I get home, all I am is but an empty shell. All those feelings I felt. Vanished. How I wish someone could enter the picture. Give me direction. Something to put feeling to.
Well, I guess I am like most of my friends. In search of that somebody. However much I despise what I desire. I still yearn for him. That special him. Is he there or just part of what I wished was there?
Always questions, never answers.
I hate this
11:47 PM*
